JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL

Currently...i've got too much on my mind. Argghh!! Exam preparations are just really getting to me. To make things worse, lets just say some life lessons are meant to be painful and so very tough. Therefore, I do apologise in advance to whoever i will ignored or act out-of-sorts from now till the end of exams...and past that *i noe tis is kinda stupid but yeah...sorry*

Right now it feels so difficult to be me. I'm sure i'm not the only one. Sometimes i wish i was smarter so that i dun have to struggle that much in uni...sometimes i wish i was less aware of my emotions, then maybe i could get away with trying to figure out why i feel the way i feel...*ironic, psychology is my major*...sometimes i wish i was less of a girl..than i wouldn't allow my emotions to overwhelm me sometimes. Hahaha...nah nah, i might take that back.

sometimes i wish i could just stop time, take a breath of fresh air and ask God why is this happening to me at the age of 19? I'm still young and naive...i still want to be young and naive...and careless about what's going on around me...and just have fun with life. Not care about my future for just one second...be a little childish n i dunnoe...do something i wouldn't normally do...like say stupid stuff to a significant other n not be afraid of how they would react. Why does life have to be so complicated as we grow older? Why can't we just live life like a child..and be forever young...hahaha??

Maybe i'm saying that becoz i had a deprive childhood...funny how some tell me this: "Cheryl, you are growing way faster than everyone else...hahaha...slow down!" Maybe i am...just slightly over my head...n maybe i am starting to loose grip. Maybe i can't hide it anymore becoz it is too overwhelming....

-Cheryl-

Jesus take the wheel,

take it from my hand

coz i can't do this on my own

i'm letting go,

so give me one more chance

save me from this road i'm on

Jesus take the wheel