MIXED EMOTIONS

Looking back at what has been

It is time to look from within

What has been four long years

Seems to be closing in on me

Reflecting on all the great blessings

counting all that i may be missing

Thanking God for those great memories

Praying hard for more to keep

Just when things seem to be going smoothly

Stop, red light, change direction, what now?

Facing a crossroad, too many options

all of which seems right if i make them be

My feelings, their feelings

which one first?

My desire, their desire

whose to fill?