BREAK MY HEART FOR WHAT BREAKS YOURS

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart for what is yours

Everything I am for your kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity

I don't know if I'm the only one feeling this way, but everytime I sing the bridge of the new "Hosanna" song by Brooke Fraser, my heart aches so bad. It aches because it yarns to see His will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. It aches because I'm a sinner that sometimes feel so unworthy to accomplish His will.

The past week or so, I have been confronted with the fact that God wants us to come along side Him. To be His agents of divine omnipotence. Even though this is true, there are so many times where my heart feels one thing, but my head says another. Most often, I feel like Moses- - "Who Am I to do Your Will?" or Gideon - "Where is the miracle? Can't you choose someone to do it? But don't choose me." I want to see the miracle but have little faith in myself.

But I learnt that we should stop whinning about the lack of miracles, and realise that God is calling us to produce those miracles we yarn to see, realise that God is saying that it is not about you, but about God, who is the Great I Am. Even as if share this with you, I am still struggling to understand that I was chosen for moments such as these. But I suppose with God, somethings we will never understand, but in faith, take action and make God visible.

Be encourage,

Cheryl